Lost and Found EP Lyrics

 


Here are the lyrics for my new EP, "Lost and Found"!


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Energy


I am not a 9
I am 3
as I write this in a lyric notebook
ranting emotionally
retail therapy
all because of you
dancing feet not for the beat
but aching for you

so I press harder on the tech pen
until I make a black hole on the page 
just a scribe not a sage
I'm no boss, just a black swan 
riding in the clouds
stroke depends on my mood
popularity makes it good

(chorus)
I just want to be, want to be in the clouds
all this energy, all this energy gets me down
I just want to be, want to be far away
If I used this pen, to write my flames, would you stay?

(repeat chorus)


any hobby
it's all the same, are we
back to the drawing board, maybe
scheduling i see
don't want to see your legacy
my handwriting's spaghetti
guess you're already famous
I ride a white striped horse

in a zoo called reality
saving is never easy
but the damage has been done
you have broken me and now I'm broke
red white blue black hole
i don't see my quasar from afar
frictioning dreams of being a star

gotta have an interest
but what is there without a cent
no client, i'm on the edge, i write it down
but no one seems to care
no need to share money problems
that is everywhere
experiences have made me very scared
life is never fair

(repeat chorus 2x)


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Mermaid


listen to the doctor not your classmates
coffee on its own is acidic
it increases your panic
you don't need it
i don't need it?
but everyone else drinks it
coz they work 9 to 5
who am I to be like that?

I get nervous 'round people
heard a worm say something like
"freelancers deserve to"
i won't continue but you get it
yes i'd like to order one cup
no sinkers coz i already sunk
into the darkness 

yes, what a mess
you only order tea anyway
you are the tea
when the satelite hits
have a sip of your failure
no i don't drink beer
i relate with the song tho
dame no no

(chorus)
drink to me only with coffee
pour out the drowning formula
that sparkles and shines
drink to me only with coffee
what do i really want?
a mermaid or an orange sachet?

cinema is cheaper than ramen
now we have the giant pizza and the px
there's no funds left
no exception for the sachet
it's a shame 
balloon hits everything
200 the value

what the hell? that's 4 juices
i'm no manager but i manage my funds
but there is nothing to manage
paying for my safety
praying for my sanity
keep your valuables close
and your mental health closer

(repeat chorus)

do you even sleep?
all my mixers stuck on the shelf
i wish i liked milk tea
like everyone else
(ayoko na xD)

focus on the tablet goal
but for now
focus on the express
(hehe xD)

give me a reason to dine in
give me some funds to dine in

(repeat chorus)


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Retrograde


(chorus)
starry sky
starry eyes
spread all your glitters 
let me fly

don't remind me of the price 
of the geothermal historian
can we get so high 
gold member, 1 7
tulips, five-eyes or even shorter
the green store is only for extroverts

brands become my reindeers
they were better than people 
fill the black ink void
with eyeliner marker
paying for the safety of my face
everybody hates my makeup's makers

(repeat chorus)

i'm here for the colors
not for the drama
need a waterproof mascara for the drama
you thought it was savage
but it's me, a perfume
in the twilight, trying to 
keep my shiny nose from getting bright

this is right
I'm at the right age
decide for myself
when the moods fell
so did my cash descend to hell
when i get older
don't take care of me
i won't be an inconvenience
don't look for me
i'm just a 

(repeat chorus)

don't shout at me
i can't conceal
my feelings
(my feelings)

is there work for
introverts like me?
well maybe not
(oh well)

(repeat chorus 2x)


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Fandom


we started from the bottom
from cards
to CDs
to DLCs
and malling in the game
now all of them are 
replaced by paintings
everybody's changing
faster than you can imagine

bank in the north
kaiketsu janai
to the dragon universe
mondai wa watashi 
roll wisely
architect says you gotta protect
your funds
while you have some fun

(chorus)
utsukushii sekai
play with no money
utsukushii yume
dream a dream instead


5 1 5 waiter where is my order?
would like a blink person
but i really want to be on stage
i tried to change, but nothing
hitotachi osoroshii
coffee, pens, and beauty

if only i could make my own merch
instead of having to search
networking is exhausting
people only like bread, 
not salty tears, anyway

(repeat chorus)

waiting for a train
but the train never came
the only summer vacation you are
waiting for

thank you for the card
no more debts for now
the train will always be waiting for you

(repeat chorus 2x)


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Yes Yes Yes


gotta have a perfect score
don't you ever slam the door
my teddy ain't no copycat
my voice is ugly, guess that's that

buy no fakes, a premium member
the posters finally made me sober
i don't need planners, i just draw
the black swan is the last straw

purple thorns, away you go
(i'm breaking free)
titanium wall no more, i'm flying solo
(set me free)

(chorus)
don't wanna say yes yes yes yes yes
when i mean no no no no
i only said yes yes yes yes
coz i don't want you to go go go go
freedom is not always free
so choose your words wisely
(so choose your words wisely)
stop scrolling, i'll focus on me
and what i really want to be

gotta have the latest brand
now your money's on quicksand, yeah
some people don't like RNG
cream cheese, pizza, and milk tea
(only fruit)

only some know why I flip my tower reverse
major in escapism
fill in the endless void
i feel devoid of love
superior with expensive talked about products
yes attitude still on top
i hate having to explain myself
being questioned makes me anxious
i need help

ora ora goes my schedule
so i don't overthink
yet here I sink
focused on likes we forget to like ourselves
coz liking your post is cringe
gee thank you, next
we say yes to get a shot on our dream
but guard your heart; kindness has a limit
"be yourself" but zero notifs

(repeat chorus)

wait, so how do I become marketable?
only doing what I want, is it possible?
same question I've been asking for decades
wish that one day we'd find the answer
I'll cherish forever
my working clients, close friends, and my angel
family, mutuals, please help me focus


i'm easily distracted 
don't remember the redacted
wallet's in the danger zone
i'm on the edge
geometric whale, help me stabilize 
cut the strings, be a wanderer 
cut my hair, once i get out of the tower
ctk-80 and m-key in this journey together

you can't give what you don't have
if you help me recover
I will lead it to your dream
believe in ever after

(repeat chorus)




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