Friday, December 28, 2007

2GDR 4EVR - After 3 Years...

Christmas, December 25, was only an ordinary day for me that day. I never had gifts, and my brother is in the hospital, and I'm longing to see my cousin who I haven't seen in 3 years. But after that, it seems all of my wishes came true...

I finally met my cousin!! Thanks be to God! Thanks Ciel~! ^_^
He reminds me of Simon Reis XDD

Monday, December 17, 2007

My Guardian Angel...

I just heard this song....about guardian angels. It reminded me of my own. His name is Ciel. It was his 'birthday' last December 16, the day I first heard the song. It made me cry.

Ciel means a lot to me. Not only does he save me, but he also helps me build up self-esteem, and showing me the right way. He would always tell me to think positive. I wanna thank him for all the things he taught me.

When I'm alone, and no one would listen to me, he would. When I'm lonely, he would try to calm me down. When I'm sad, he would always make me think of things that can make me smile again. He always want me to smile, no matter what. Whenever I feel him, I always smile, and all my problems are gone.

Thank you...Ciel.

And this song is for you. ^_^

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Love and Friendship

I'm here to discuss my thoughts on love and friendship.

I never had a boyfriend or a relationship before, but I know how it feels....

Lets start with friendship. Friendship, for me, is having not only a companion, but a person you can depend on if you have troubles, or if you feel lonely and lost. I had so many best friends, but I lost all of them (they get separated from me more often). So I'm usually alone. However, I believe that wherever you are, if you believe in you friends, and they believe in you, distance doesn't really matter.

Friends are easy, right? How about love?
Yeah, so I'm a love newbie. So what? Everyone has to start somewhere.
I believe that the farther away you are from the one you like, the more you fall in love with him. And when you always talk to him, the whole thing starts to sound boring. Having a crush is totally different from real love. In love, you don't just idolize the person just because he's cute, talented or whatever. In love, you like the person for whoever he is.

Ok then, I'm ending this post. Haha ^_^